Don't you just hate it when something u really want to happen happens, but onli to b realised later, that it was all but a dream. Yeah well, happens to me everytime.
* * *
I was crying, tears cascading down my cheeks. A lump was rising in my chest, making me breathe a little heavier. Without looking at him and having my eye gaze down to the floor, I said "I couldn't continue my daily life without you."
I looked up, to see his face. That face i remembered so well. He had a sad expression on, before he parted his lips, i already knew what he was gonna say.
"Me too.." he replied.
Without any further exchange of words, we got back together. There was no need for words at that point, it was understood. Perhaps, it was awkward to ask if we were back together too. But anyway, we finally reconciled. That was what i always wanted, before.
I think we hugged, and tears was obviously still trickling down my cheeks.
I promised him, that I won't get mad at him so easily anymore. I accept what he does or doesn't do.
Then, a girl asked him something, to which he rejected. Maybe an outing? I couldn't remember. I trotted off, just because I didn't wanna listen to their conversation. Thinking i was angry, he followed me out.
I was already on a black leather couch when he stood, towering over to my left and asked, "what's wrong?"
It was awfully nice of him to notice. But i just smiled and said "nuhting's wrong."
The End.
Friday, December 10, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
life?
U hate life, u love life.
U hate it for bringing you troubles and sadness. Being emo all the time, especially small things are NOT fun. But being sad is all in our heads really. It depends on how you look at things. And, i guess i look at certain stuff too seriously. Sorry but i cant help it D:
I remember loving life again after getting through all these sadness. It made me think how boring life would be if there wasnt ups and downs, joy and laughter, tears and sorrow.
Then later i was shrouded again by another dark sheet of gloominess which only torn me half apart since.. this issue wasnt as bad as my last one. tho it was. but i do not think much of it. wont let it get to me.
Learn.To.Love.Life. <3
U hate it for bringing you troubles and sadness. Being emo all the time, especially small things are NOT fun. But being sad is all in our heads really. It depends on how you look at things. And, i guess i look at certain stuff too seriously. Sorry but i cant help it D:
I remember loving life again after getting through all these sadness. It made me think how boring life would be if there wasnt ups and downs, joy and laughter, tears and sorrow.
Then later i was shrouded again by another dark sheet of gloominess which only torn me half apart since.. this issue wasnt as bad as my last one. tho it was. but i do not think much of it. wont let it get to me.
Learn.To.Love.Life. <3
Monday, May 3, 2010
blahhh?!?!
wentz out with my gurls! love em soooo much. eventho it was eventless! i'm glad we chilled together nonetheless.. wendy was late. grrr! and leon had to leave early? see how blah-ed it was? loool.
hmm.. finally got those peircings me want! shh, dont tell mommy please? thankies (:
I've always wanted to peirce the top of my ear but i was too chicken. then i told myself to get em when i breakup and so i did.. a lil reminder of him, whom i loved so much.. he'll always be in my heart eventho i tell myself to not care and move on...
saw a picture of him on facebook. he had his hand up to cover his face.. oh how i wanted to touch that hand of his again so badly :'( *sniff sniffs* but i know that could never happen. silly me.. so i shook that thought away (: happy thoughts michelle, happy thoughts!
it's the new month of may! despite april being the worst month of my life, i would make May a good one. so i told myself i would not shed a tear this entire month. Jade says that we'll see.. but i'm gonna try very very hard to prove her wrong! =]
hmm.. finally got those peircings me want! shh, dont tell mommy please? thankies (:
I've always wanted to peirce the top of my ear but i was too chicken. then i told myself to get em when i breakup and so i did.. a lil reminder of him, whom i loved so much.. he'll always be in my heart eventho i tell myself to not care and move on...
saw a picture of him on facebook. he had his hand up to cover his face.. oh how i wanted to touch that hand of his again so badly :'( *sniff sniffs* but i know that could never happen. silly me.. so i shook that thought away (: happy thoughts michelle, happy thoughts!
it's the new month of may! despite april being the worst month of my life, i would make May a good one. so i told myself i would not shed a tear this entire month. Jade says that we'll see.. but i'm gonna try very very hard to prove her wrong! =]
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Friday, December 10, 2010
just another dream
Don't you just hate it when something u really want to happen happens, but onli to b realised later, that it was all but a dream. Yeah well, happens to me everytime.
* * *
I was crying, tears cascading down my cheeks. A lump was rising in my chest, making me breathe a little heavier. Without looking at him and having my eye gaze down to the floor, I said "I couldn't continue my daily life without you."
I looked up, to see his face. That face i remembered so well. He had a sad expression on, before he parted his lips, i already knew what he was gonna say.
"Me too.." he replied.
Without any further exchange of words, we got back together. There was no need for words at that point, it was understood. Perhaps, it was awkward to ask if we were back together too. But anyway, we finally reconciled. That was what i always wanted, before.
I think we hugged, and tears was obviously still trickling down my cheeks.
I promised him, that I won't get mad at him so easily anymore. I accept what he does or doesn't do.
Then, a girl asked him something, to which he rejected. Maybe an outing? I couldn't remember. I trotted off, just because I didn't wanna listen to their conversation. Thinking i was angry, he followed me out.
I was already on a black leather couch when he stood, towering over to my left and asked, "what's wrong?"
It was awfully nice of him to notice. But i just smiled and said "nuhting's wrong."
The End.
* * *
I was crying, tears cascading down my cheeks. A lump was rising in my chest, making me breathe a little heavier. Without looking at him and having my eye gaze down to the floor, I said "I couldn't continue my daily life without you."
I looked up, to see his face. That face i remembered so well. He had a sad expression on, before he parted his lips, i already knew what he was gonna say.
"Me too.." he replied.
Without any further exchange of words, we got back together. There was no need for words at that point, it was understood. Perhaps, it was awkward to ask if we were back together too. But anyway, we finally reconciled. That was what i always wanted, before.
I think we hugged, and tears was obviously still trickling down my cheeks.
I promised him, that I won't get mad at him so easily anymore. I accept what he does or doesn't do.
Then, a girl asked him something, to which he rejected. Maybe an outing? I couldn't remember. I trotted off, just because I didn't wanna listen to their conversation. Thinking i was angry, he followed me out.
I was already on a black leather couch when he stood, towering over to my left and asked, "what's wrong?"
It was awfully nice of him to notice. But i just smiled and said "nuhting's wrong."
The End.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
life?
U hate life, u love life.
U hate it for bringing you troubles and sadness. Being emo all the time, especially small things are NOT fun. But being sad is all in our heads really. It depends on how you look at things. And, i guess i look at certain stuff too seriously. Sorry but i cant help it D:
I remember loving life again after getting through all these sadness. It made me think how boring life would be if there wasnt ups and downs, joy and laughter, tears and sorrow.
Then later i was shrouded again by another dark sheet of gloominess which only torn me half apart since.. this issue wasnt as bad as my last one. tho it was. but i do not think much of it. wont let it get to me.
Learn.To.Love.Life. <3
U hate it for bringing you troubles and sadness. Being emo all the time, especially small things are NOT fun. But being sad is all in our heads really. It depends on how you look at things. And, i guess i look at certain stuff too seriously. Sorry but i cant help it D:
I remember loving life again after getting through all these sadness. It made me think how boring life would be if there wasnt ups and downs, joy and laughter, tears and sorrow.
Then later i was shrouded again by another dark sheet of gloominess which only torn me half apart since.. this issue wasnt as bad as my last one. tho it was. but i do not think much of it. wont let it get to me.
Learn.To.Love.Life. <3
Monday, May 3, 2010
blahhh?!?!
wentz out with my gurls! love em soooo much. eventho it was eventless! i'm glad we chilled together nonetheless.. wendy was late. grrr! and leon had to leave early? see how blah-ed it was? loool.
hmm.. finally got those peircings me want! shh, dont tell mommy please? thankies (:
I've always wanted to peirce the top of my ear but i was too chicken. then i told myself to get em when i breakup and so i did.. a lil reminder of him, whom i loved so much.. he'll always be in my heart eventho i tell myself to not care and move on...
saw a picture of him on facebook. he had his hand up to cover his face.. oh how i wanted to touch that hand of his again so badly :'( *sniff sniffs* but i know that could never happen. silly me.. so i shook that thought away (: happy thoughts michelle, happy thoughts!
it's the new month of may! despite april being the worst month of my life, i would make May a good one. so i told myself i would not shed a tear this entire month. Jade says that we'll see.. but i'm gonna try very very hard to prove her wrong! =]
hmm.. finally got those peircings me want! shh, dont tell mommy please? thankies (:
I've always wanted to peirce the top of my ear but i was too chicken. then i told myself to get em when i breakup and so i did.. a lil reminder of him, whom i loved so much.. he'll always be in my heart eventho i tell myself to not care and move on...
saw a picture of him on facebook. he had his hand up to cover his face.. oh how i wanted to touch that hand of his again so badly :'( *sniff sniffs* but i know that could never happen. silly me.. so i shook that thought away (: happy thoughts michelle, happy thoughts!
it's the new month of may! despite april being the worst month of my life, i would make May a good one. so i told myself i would not shed a tear this entire month. Jade says that we'll see.. but i'm gonna try very very hard to prove her wrong! =]
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