Tuesday, August 3, 2010

life?

U hate life, u love life.

U hate it for bringing you troubles and sadness. Being emo all the time, especially small things are NOT fun. But being sad is all in our heads really. It depends on how you look at things. And, i guess i look at certain stuff too seriously. Sorry but i cant help it D:

I remember loving life again after getting through all these sadness. It made me think how boring life would be if there wasnt ups and downs, joy and laughter, tears and sorrow.

Then later i was shrouded again by another dark sheet of gloominess which only torn me half apart since.. this issue wasnt as bad as my last one. tho it was. but i do not think much of it. wont let it get to me.

Learn.To.Love.Life. <3

Monday, May 3, 2010

blahhh?!?!

wentz out with my gurls! love em soooo much. eventho it was eventless! i'm glad we chilled together nonetheless.. wendy was late. grrr! and leon had to leave early? see how blah-ed it was? loool.

hmm.. finally got those peircings me want! shh, dont tell mommy please? thankies (:

I've always wanted to peirce the top of my ear but i was too chicken. then i told myself to get em when i breakup and so i did.. a lil reminder of him, whom i loved so much.. he'll always be in my heart eventho i tell myself to not care and move on...

saw a picture of him on facebook. he had his hand up to cover his face.. oh how i wanted to touch that hand of his again so badly :'( *sniff sniffs* but i know that could never happen. silly me.. so i shook that thought away (: happy thoughts michelle, happy thoughts!

it's the new month of may! despite april being the worst month of my life, i would make May a good one. so i told myself i would not shed a tear this entire month. Jade says that we'll see.. but i'm gonna try very very hard to prove her wrong! =]

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

life?

U hate life, u love life.

U hate it for bringing you troubles and sadness. Being emo all the time, especially small things are NOT fun. But being sad is all in our heads really. It depends on how you look at things. And, i guess i look at certain stuff too seriously. Sorry but i cant help it D:

I remember loving life again after getting through all these sadness. It made me think how boring life would be if there wasnt ups and downs, joy and laughter, tears and sorrow.

Then later i was shrouded again by another dark sheet of gloominess which only torn me half apart since.. this issue wasnt as bad as my last one. tho it was. but i do not think much of it. wont let it get to me.

Learn.To.Love.Life. <3

Monday, May 3, 2010

blahhh?!?!

wentz out with my gurls! love em soooo much. eventho it was eventless! i'm glad we chilled together nonetheless.. wendy was late. grrr! and leon had to leave early? see how blah-ed it was? loool.

hmm.. finally got those peircings me want! shh, dont tell mommy please? thankies (:

I've always wanted to peirce the top of my ear but i was too chicken. then i told myself to get em when i breakup and so i did.. a lil reminder of him, whom i loved so much.. he'll always be in my heart eventho i tell myself to not care and move on...

saw a picture of him on facebook. he had his hand up to cover his face.. oh how i wanted to touch that hand of his again so badly :'( *sniff sniffs* but i know that could never happen. silly me.. so i shook that thought away (: happy thoughts michelle, happy thoughts!

it's the new month of may! despite april being the worst month of my life, i would make May a good one. so i told myself i would not shed a tear this entire month. Jade says that we'll see.. but i'm gonna try very very hard to prove her wrong! =]