where emotions reign high

sometimes you wonder if you can do it? getting over someone you loved.
it shouldn't be so hard. stop thinking bout it and you'll be fine, but it's not that simple.

life's been pretty urghhhh for me. i just wanna rant here, where no one can see.
everything isn't going my way for me, infact it's been the opposite.
i try to seek happiness, heck, it's what i always wish for given the chance.

so i am kinda lost and confused.
relationships are a real pain. i want one, i dont want one.
sometimes you feel lonely, or just want someone you hold special to.
then again, i like being single. that freedom, that lightness you have.
no burden to weight you down, both mental and emotionally.

he is gone.
the one word that could really describe him to me is "drug".
he got me addicted, though i know he ain't good to me.
i can always find another one, the one who can treat me perhaps, better.

i cant think. i'll just stop here for now..